Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Wanna Get a tattoo... i just have this feeling to tattoo .. the words

"ZERO TO HERO"

~ to remind myself the kind of guy i wanna be..
to tell my to go out there and fight everyday
to tell myself , " man if u think i aint good enough, i just gonna prove u wrong!"

5:20 AM

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Friday, June 26, 2009

man dunno whats up with my holidays.. just gone like that without doing much.. very much procrastinating and daydreaming during the hols..like wheres my goal and stuffs.. MAN! i need bruce to come back to me!! and cant really work this morning .. damn!


zero to hero zero to hero zero to hero zero to hero zero to hero zero to hero zero to hero .. keep telling myself!

7:42 PM

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i am wearing thin down to the core

7:08 AM

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Thursday, June 25, 2009

Just wanna post this cos this is what i am feeling right now...

Akon- Dont Matter
[Chorus:]
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you babe
'Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gonna fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we'd last forever
I feel 'em hopin' and prayin'
Things between us don't get better
Men steady comin' after you
Women steady comin' after me
Seem like everybody wanna go for self
And don't wanna respect boundaries
Tellin' you all those lies
Just to get on your side
But I must admit there was a couple secrets
I held inside
But just know that I tried
To always apologize
And I'ma have you first always in my heart
To keep you satisfied

[Chorus]

Got every right to wanna leave
Got every right to wanna go
Got every right to hit the road
And never talk to me no more
You don't even have to call
Even check for me at all
Because the way I been actin' lately
Has been off the wall
Especially toward you
Puttin' girls before you
And they watchin' everything I been doin'
Just to hurt you
Most of it just ain't true
Ain't true
And they won't show you
How much of a queen you are to me
And why I love you baby

[Chorus]

Oh oh oh oh oh
'Cause I got you
'Cause I got you
Oh
'Cause I got you babe
'Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you babe
'Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gonn' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gonna fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you babe
'Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight
Believe we gon' fight
We gonna fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you

6:47 AM

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went for some light swimming today , praying that the knee will heal faster.. its a whole lot of dung coming to me..i really need more time to study .. damn..
and this whole holidays is like a .. i donno wat.. dint really do anything fulfilling, and i just feel like effing myself.. I MUST KEEP REMINDING MYSELF.. i wanna be the best .. the best and nothing but the best..so screw everything and start working my ass off like crazy!

4:39 AM

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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Its really time to blog, i have not been blogging for like a month due to various reasons.. damn.. but blog is what rally keeps me going i think, some sorta dillusional motivation..
First of all, i noe that power is not ok, i really hope that i could be there for her and really be an aid to make her feel better..
I must also really get down to study, i havent really mugged for block test!!! DAMN!
And also i really thinko its time i should be training up more.. working hard and stuffs..
Lastly i really wanna thank those that had kept my life rolling for this holiday.. all my bros , especially ho, thanks bro!

6:08 AM

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