i seriously dunno whats wrong with me nowadays, and i am beginning to hate myself. i dissapointed all my friends, made all of them feel bad, and recently, i got no mood to do stuffs at all. WHY! just about the team, does it really makes me feel that bad? what do i need really, what do i need. fuck , i am beginning to hate basketball, its beginning to take away from me everything. First, my interest in studies, and now my bros and buddies, whats so damn wrong with me.