i just learn a new way of prounouncing "eclipse" from xue er. lol i so mean..haha dun care, thats bruce. LOL LOL.. the camps like not as nice as the one last november, adni dunno why, i am very lazy to blog, argh, anyway i injured my leg..cant do intensive excercise for 2 weeks..damn..i feel like dying now, injury sucks!
a song by faber drive, i have been addicted to this for the past week...
Faber Drive- Tongue Tied
Bright, cold silver moon. Tonight alone in my room. You were here just yesterday. Slight turn of the head, eyes end when u said, I guess I need my life to change. Seems like somethings just not the same. What could say?
I need a little more luck, than a little bit, cause everytime I get stuck, the words won't fit. And everytime that I try to get tongue tied, I need a little good love to get me by. I need a little more help, than a little bit. Like the perfect one word no one should get. Cause everytime that I try to get tongue tied, I need a little good love to me by this time.
I stare up at the stars, I wonder just where you are, you feel a million miles away. (I wonder just where you are). Was it something I said, or something I never did. Or was I always in the way. (Was it something I did). Can someone tell me what to say, to just make you stay.
I need a little more luck, than a little bit, cause everytime I get stuck, the words won't fit. And everytime that I try to get toungue tied, I need a little good love to get me by. I need a little more help, than a little bit. Like the perfect one word no one should get. Cause everytime that I try to get tongue tied, I need a little good love to me by this time.
I know it feels like again, to want to be here again. And we could help each other off the ground, so we never fall down again. And what it takes I don't care, were gonna make it I swear. And we could help each other off the ground, so we never fall down again, again.
I need a little more luck, than a little bit, cause everytime I get stuck, the words won't fit. And everytime that I try to get toungue tied, I need a little good love to get me by. I need a little more help, than a little bit. Like the perfect one word no one should get. Cause everytime that I try to get tongue tied, I need a little good love to me by this time.
I know it feels like again, to want to be here again. And we could help each other off the ground, so we never fall down again. And what it takes I don't care, were gonna make it I swear. And we could help each other off the ground, so we never fall down again, again.
I just realised that life is tiring, and its screwed, fucked up piece of shit. But its the friends around u that colours it . They help u forget your sorrows, swallow your anger, dump your ego. Theres nothing like being around your friends..
i took some crap test , a link from my friends blog and this is the result , LOL,after i took the test, i am like, am i really like that?
Your view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love: You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you: You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
"Life's not about wating for the storm to pass, but learning how to dance in the rain" The old bruce is back , stronger than ever! I got nothing much to say, but its gonna be work work, and less talk. I am gonna share this speech by Al Pacino with the team, to spur them up before the a divs
Al Pacino's Inch By Inch speech from Any Given Sunday
I don't know what to say really. Three minutes to the biggest battle of our professional lives all comes down to today. Either we heal as a team or we are going to crumble. Inch by inch play by play till we're finished. We are in hell right now, gentlemen believe me and we can stay here and get the shit kicked out of us or we can fight our way back into the light. We can climb out of hell. One inch, at a time.
Now I can't do it for you. I'm too old. I look around and I see these young faces and I think I mean I made every wrong choice a middle age man could make. I uh.... I pissed away all my money believe it or not. I chased off anyone who has ever loved me. And lately, I can't even stand the face I see in the mirror.
You know when you get old in life things get taken from you. That's, that's part of life. But, you only learn that when you start losing stuff. You find out that life is just a game of inches. So is football. Because in either game life or football the margin for error is so small. I mean one half step too late or to early you don't quite make it. One half second too slow or too fast and you don't quite catch it. The inches we need are everywhere around us. They are in ever break of the game every minute, every second.
On this team, we fight for that inch On this team, we tear ourselves, and everyone around us to pieces for that inch. We CLAW with our finger nails for that inch. Cause we know when we add up all those inches that's going to make the fucking difference between WINNING and LOSING between LIVING and DYING.
I'll tell you this in any fight it is the guy who is willing to die who is going to win that inch. And I know if I am going to have any life anymore it is because, I am still willing to fight, and die for that inch because that is what LIVING is. The six inches in front of your face.
Now I can't make you do it. You gotta look at the guy next to you. Look into his eyes. Now I think you are going to see a guy who will go that inch with you. You are going to see a guy who will sacrifice himself for this team because he knows when it comes down to it, you are gonna do the same thing for him.
That's a team, gentlemen and either we heal now, as a team, or we will die as individuals. That's football guys. That's all it is. Now, whattaya gonna do?
and i dun see the difference in the attitude that we all should have towards our passion and or life
i seriously dunno whats wrong with me nowadays, and i am beginning to hate myself. i dissapointed all my friends, made all of them feel bad, and recently, i got no mood to do stuffs at all. WHY! just about the team, does it really makes me feel that bad? what do i need really, what do i need. fuck , i am beginning to hate basketball, its beginning to take away from me everything. First, my interest in studies, and now my bros and buddies, whats so damn wrong with me.
yea, i dint make the team, i feel like a loser, yes thats me, cant control my egos, i really hope jem and kangjin's ok! Bros, remember, we are a team. and i think its unfair, some of them dint even fight for the team and they got in. I still got another year, but not for kumo and jem. I am not afraid to say, i cried for almost an hour today after they announce the results, i am sad over so many things..my bros..these things keep coming to my mind, u are a FUCKING LOSER, FUCKING FAT FUCK, FUCKING RETAINEE, FUCKING BASTARD, FUCKING FATSO, FUCKING CLOWN.. damn i am a FUCKING GOOD FOR NOTHING! my feelings all mixed up, damn it , this a damn freaking pain thing. I still remember what ryan told me today, even if i dun make the team i must be proud of myself i lost so much weight, and i said no, i want to be nothing but the best! but anyways WE ARE ALWAYS A TEAM! U GUYS BETTER PLAY WELL gotto sleep early today, tmr rebound for chinyang ! I SWEAR I HAVE NEVER FELT THAT FUCKING PAINFUL !
i wanted to blog last night, but was so damn tired that i doze off on the bed while reading the papers. Yesterday the yj j2 teams played against an outside team called Freedom. we were leading by so much and in the end we lost by 1 point. I think i am the greatest cause of losing. Think through alot, if i dint make the shot and passed it to chinyang, it would have been a different story. But Chinyang was right, he would rather me learn through this mistake, and could remind me of what to do and what not to do when i am on the court. And i just reliased that, playing a game aint easy. Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SI YUAN!. omg hope u like the karaoke thing, and the way she sang is so funny! I bet all of us had a hell of a fun time! sorry dint buy you anything, really super sorry!
Just now while i was having dinner, i am thinking about things i want to achieve by next two week, and i feel like listing it down.
1) Try not to do stupid stuffs and be serious for a day! 2) Save for the Kenneth Cole watch that i wanted super long ago! 3) Slim down by at least 5 kg! den i will get my ideal weight! 4) Be able to do at 20.4kg asides for bench presses, and 12 per sets. 5) strive below 11 mins for my 2.4 6) make my 3 oint fgp higher thatn 60 percent
Note: they are not in sequence of importance, each is equally important
"I'm Gilbert Arenas and this is my story. The first 40 games of my career, I sat on the bench. They thought that I was a zero. Instead of being bitter, I just practiced,practiced. It wasn't even about basketball anymore, it was about proving them wrong. I wear number 0 because, it reminds me that i am gonna go out there and fight every day!"- Gilbert Arenas
(TEAM BROTAK) These questions keep coming to me, what if i dont make the team, what if i dont do well for A levels, stuffs like that. Anyway i really really wanna retain cos i cant cope with all these anymore. At least slowing down the pace of my life can give me more time to sort things out, and more time to build up on my j1 foundation. Also i wanna play basketball, and win games, i dunnot want to live in regrets like how i did in sec 3 when i quit the team. This time i gonna give it all. Alvin talked to me and tell me to consider over it again, asking me question like if i wll regret retaining, and the answer is no. I am so motivated now that i think nothing can stop me from training training and more training.i want to be nothing but the best!
And i thought through alot, i will still support the team if i dun make it! because i believe on court or not, we are still a team. I love this team, i swear i love them like i had never love anything that much. Every single person and the spirits bonded in us! I do not mind going that extra mile because i know that if i am there for them , they will be there for me. And thats what makes us a team!bros we will go out and fight for the a divs! once a xiong di, forever xiong di!
Though the flu wasnt really that bad,I took a day off from school. to organise my stuffs , and rest myself. This is really draining, the trainings , assignments ( loads of it). I have never been a blogger all my life, and i dint know what got to me that i decided to blog all of the sudden. Perhaps its the urge to voice out and find something where i can let out my emotions. Damn, its getting more and more tiring but still have to persevere, like how gilbert does when hes in high school, go out there and fight everyday.This is my first post and i dont really have alot to write today. Maybe i will get some inspiration at night and continue writing.
I will sign off with a quote of the day - Zero To Hero- Gilbert Arenas
